not mae lucky dae

*U are everything to me, Love you*

after the dae turn to night,
I feel really sad~
I think I can't always wait vo 'him'~
Its make me suffer much~
But I'm too dumb~
Can't undelstand bout it~

Am I wrong wishing he was here?
Am I wrong hoping he stand by my side?
I dund no~

Sometimes realy luv 'him'~
Sometimes realy hate 'him'~
But still want him~

*God:
I pray to you with all my feebleness~
I beg to u with all my deficit~
God,
Pliz give me the thing that u know best vo me~
Pliz help to end this suffering~
Pliz bless me vo what I have to do~
n tQ vo evelything that u already give to me~
tQ vo de healthy that u give to me n mae famz~
tQ vo de all happines that u give to me~
Pliz granting that I wish n best vo me~
AMIN~

*mae plendh:
Should I give up?
or still waiting?
plendh~
may u help me to